Chapter 14 A Sin That Feels So Good
Hera felt a lot better because her boss had apologized to her. She had been taught not to hold grudges and so she has forgiven him wholeheartedly. It was nice that he had acknowledged his mistake and asked for her forgiveness so she had decided to stay at least until she finds a more suitable job that would be better than this one.
Yesterday, after Bryce had apologized to her, Mariam had come to persuade her to change her mind. She told her that the boss wasn’t like that and that he was having some personal issues and that’s why he behaved that way with her.
Even though it sounded absurd, she wondered what type of issue would result to him kissing her like that. He didn’t look like someone who has any issues. She doesn’t know if she should believe that part but then if Mariam says he was having issues then it had to be the truth.
Mariam would never lie to her. She was older and definitely more wiser than she was. Plus, she was the only person who acted like a mother figure in her life at the moment and so she trusted her.
But what she doesn’t understand is why she froze when he kissed her.
She doesn’t understand why it felt so good even though deep down she knew it was wrong and equally a sin. It confused and bothered her a lot. The sisters at the convent didn’t prep her on any topic such as physical contact so it was hard for her to understand anything.
Plus, after the kiss, she felt this tingling sensation in the pit of her stomach and she felt her stomach flutter.
She also noted the pool of slimy wetness on her panties after that.
What is this feeling that she can’t describe? And what does that wetness on her panties mean? Where did it come from?
And why on earth is it happening to her. It was almost like her body was practically on fire and it baffled her.
Maybe I should ask Mariam? Maybe she’ll understand and tell me what I want to hear and probably explain it better to me. She thought to herself.
But what If she takes it the wrong way? No. She can’t do it. She just can’t do it at all.
Then what about the sisters?
Maybe they could explain it to her. Still no.
Telling the sisters meant relieving everything that had happened up to the point where he kissed her and they could get angry and scold her or worse. She couldn’t risk it and take that chance.
She’s so confused and she doesn’t even know where to start.
She’ll just talk to the only person that would understand her plight then.
That morning during her morning prayers, she had asked the almighty for forgiveness. She apologized for letting him kiss her and she also apologized for enjoying it as well.
She also prayed for him to give her the courage and strength to fight and overcome temptations. She prayed for practically everything that happened yesterday. She also prayed for her boss to sort out his issues so that he would never repeat his actions again. She prayed that God should send him far away from her at all cost before concluding.
Strangely, after her morning prayers, she felt lighter. She felt like her burden has been lifted.
She felt nice when she talked to him with her heart cause he always listened.
Hera finished with her chores and made her way towards the mansion to begin the days activity.
Luckily, she found Mariam in the kitchen already setting up.
“Good morning Ma’am” she greeted with a radiant smile on her face.
Mariam who was alerted by the greetings, turned around to see Hera walking towards her.
“Hera my child” she acknowledged the beautiful woman with a smile “I’m so glad to see you. Thank you for not leaving.”
Hera flushed shyly “Well, sir came to apologize. He asked me not to go and also apologized for misbehaving with me and you also pleaded on his behalf so I decided to stay” she explained to the older woman.
“Thank you for staying and thank you for forgiving him. He can be an asshole when he wants to be.”
“Ass… hole?” Hera repeated.
It took Mariam a minute to know that the lady didn’t understand what she said so she didn’t to break it down in a language that she would understand.
“I mean that he can be stupid at times. He behaves just like a fox.”
Hera laughed “I think sir is worse than a fox but I know that he has a good heart”
“It’s nice to know that you try to see the good in everyone even when they don’t see the goodness themselves. It shows that you were indeed brought up nicely” she complimented her
“Thank you so much Ma’am. Now why don’t I finish here”
“No no no” the older woman stopped her “I’m almost done with the dishes and food. You can go up to clean his room.”
His room? Again? How can she possibly go up there after yesterday’s incident. Was Mariam trying to send her into the fiery furnace.
Hera shook her head frantically “I don’t want to”
“I know what you must thinking but I can assure you that he’s not at home. He didn’t come back from work yesterday and I wouldn’t possibly send you up there if he was around after what had happened. Do you think so lowly of me” she asked with a glint of sadness in her voice.
“No. I’m sorry” she apologized “I just want to stay far away from him that’s all but if you say that he’s not home then I’ll go upstairs to clean up his bedroom.”
“It’s fine. I’ll be waiting for you downstairs so that we can have breakfast together alright?”
Hera nodded “Of course Ma’am. Thank you so much.” Hera thanked her gratefully and proceeded upstairs to her boss’s bedroom.
She tried her best to quickly finish up whatever she was supposed to do and leave before he comes back from wherever he went to and catches her here. Even though he had already apologized, she still didn’t have the courage to face him at all. At least not yet for the time being.Published by Nôv'elD/rama.Org.