Chapter 12- Arouse my inner desire
Chapter 12- Arouse my inner desire
Warning- Harsh scene ahead.
Devika's p.o.v
The whole day of mine went preparing his food, washing his clothes and cleaning his room.
He didn't come for lunch but he has ordered his maids that I have to eat boiled meat without any spices
and obviously sitting in that place where I have had my breakfast.
Though he wasn't here at lunchtime but his siblings were here. They told me to sit on the chair but I
know if he comes to know that I have sat on the chair than he will punish everyone.
I have seen everyone's face when they talk with him. All are scared of him, his anger. I don't want
anyone to unnecessarily get punished because of me.
He wanted me to be his slave. And I am becoming his slave. But I am not understanding why he is
doing all this!! What's his motive! What does he want from me.! Should I ask someone? I am not
understanding what should I do!
I am missing ma a lot. I want to tell her everything. That beast has snatched my phone and also
ordered everyone to not give me any phone. He also prohibited me from using the landline. I am
suffocating here. It's just one day in this house and I am already feeling suffocated. I don't know how
will I survive here. I want to talk with ma. I want to tell her how he is treating me. Remembering her, my
eyes become watered.
"Ma, I want to hug you. I want to keep my head on your lap. I want to eat from your hands" I am
mumbling these words.
" what if I ask Arushi about his brother? Why he is so cruel!! Yes, I should ask her. Maybe she knows
about her brother's motive. I didn't waste any time and walked towards Arushi's room.
I knocked at her door and she told me to come in. I entered and seeing me she gave me a big smile. I
just slightly smiled. She said softly," Bhabi(sister-in-law), come here. Seat beside me".
Hearing the word bhabi I am feeling embarrassed. She is the same age as me. It's awkward for me to
hear bhabi from her. "
"Please, call me by my name," I said to her lowering my eyes.
She chuckled and said," ok, my dear friend devika. But I want to apologise to you for Bhai's behaviour.
He is always ruthless but he is doing extremely with you," she said with sadness. I can see the concern
in her eyes.
" it's ok Arushi. It's not your fault. Umm...can I ask you something? I asked her hesitantly.
" of course. Tell me what do you want to know? She said.
I licked my dry lips and prepared myself to ask her about her brother. " umm...do you know why your
brother hate me that much? I asked her.
She blinked her eyes a few times like she wasn't expecting this question. She stared at me for
sometimes and said," I am sorry devika. To be honest, I don't understand bhai(brother) that much. He
has totally bipolar nature. His mood swings are one of those things which we always want to avoid. I
really don't know why bhai is so cruel towards you. I am sorry"
I sighed. She obviously doesn't know about her brother's intention. " it's ok". I said with a low voice.
" umm, Devika don't be upset. I am here for you. From tomorrow we will go to College together "
Arushi said with excitement.
Listening to her I remembered about my studies. I was so devastated that I almost forget that I am a
student studying in a college.
" it will be fun," I said to her. But I am afraid, what if he stops my education. No, at least I will fight for
my studies. My papa had seen big dreams about me. I have to fulfil his wish. Tonight I will talk to him
about my studies. I am determined now. He can't stop my education. I will not back off about my
studies.
And then Arushi and I talked for a few times about her family, about her relatives. But, surprisingly she
doesn't know much about her parents and relatives. She only said about her siblings. But didn't say
much about her father and mother. I wanted to ask her but then jerked off the idea of asking her. Maybe
there is some reason and that's why she isn't telling me.
We are talking when Arnav entered the room. He looked at me with a sad expression. He said,"
Devika, come with me. I have some business with you.
I know which business he is talking about. It's obviously about birth control shots. Arushi also
understood the fact. We all looked at each other awkwardly. Then I stood up from my seat and told,"
Let's go".
Then Arnav and I returned to my room. I mean that beast's room. We both sat down on the couch and
Arnav took out an injection from his bag. He said without looking at my eyes," it's a three-month birth NôvelDrama.Org content.
control shot. So, you are safe from pregnancy for three months".
I am not saying anything because I am feeling embarrassed. I am looking at the wall and thinking,"
Should I ask him about his brother. Maybe he knows about his brother's motive."
I didn't think anything further and asked him," Do your brother have any problem with me?
He looked at me like I am asking him for his kidneys. He curtly replied, " I don't know".
Saying that he stood up from his seat and walked towards the door to leave the room. But before
leaving the room he turned at me and said," Do whatever bhai tell you to do. Don't make him angry.
And another thing, I am sorry".
Saying that he left the room. I am really not understanding what's happening. This family is weird. And
my husband is totally insane.
Author's p.o.v
It's night time. Devika is lying on the floor. Abhinav hasn't returned yet and Devika isn't waiting for him
either. She is thinking only one thing and that thing is "why." why Abhinav is punishing her".
Suddenly the room's door burst opened and a drunk Abhinav entered. Devika immediately sat back on
the floor and looked at him with a horrible expression. Abhinav is looking like a lunatic.
Abhinav came towards Devika and held her forearm. With an abrupt turn, he stood her up on her feet
and said dangerously," my doll. I have something special for you".
Devika is looking at him with a scared expression. She is looking like a prey who has totally lost her
courage in front of a lion. Abhinav gave a packet to Devika.
Devika opened the packet with shaky hands and looked at him with disbelief. Abhinav said," wear it
right now".
Devika is pleading by her eyes. She joined her both hands and said," please, I can't wear that."
Abhinav slapped devika very hard on her face and she landed on the floor. Her lips are now bleeding.
Abhinav said clutching her hairs," wear it in front of me right now or I will make you wear it in my style."
Saying that he opened her saree forcefully and tried to open her blouse. Devika can't tolerate it
anymore and said loudly," Stop". I will wear it".
Abhinav looked at her with a smirk and sat on the couch like a king. He said loudly," wear it now".
With shaky hands, Devika removed her dress and wore it. It's just a short skirt with a bra. Devika is
pulling her skirt to cover her bare thighs but it's too small for covering. Her cleavage is on display also.
Abhinav is seeing her body hungrily.
He said," Come here". Devika didn't move an inch. He again said, " come here". But this time more
loudly. Devika didn't want to earn another slap and walked towards him.
He pulled her on his lap and said, "I am playing music. You will dance like a slut for me to excite me. If
you fail to do so. Then I will throw you into burning coal."
Devika can't tolerate his humiliation anymore. She yelled," never. I will never do this type of dance for
you. You are sick".
She tried to say more things but Abhinav said," are you denying me?
Devika didn't say anything. She is fuming in anger. Her whole system filled up with pure disgust.
Abhinav threw her on the floor and stood up from his seat. He is now opening his belt.
Seeing him Devika understood that he is planning to beat her with this belt. She holds his legs and
begged, " please, don't beat me. Why are you doing this? If you hate me that much then why did you
marry me? At least give me the answer for my which crime you are punishing me?
She felt a jerk and again fell on the floor. Abhinav started beating her with his belt. Her screaming is
echoing through the whole room. After 20 lashes when she is almost unconscious, he holds her hair
and said," Now, will you do what I say or you want more?
Devika immediately stood up on her feet and said timidly joining her both hands," I will do whatever you
say. Please, don't beat me".
Abhinav smiled and sat back on the couch and played music. He said," Dance and act like a slut.
Arouse my inner desire. If you fail to do so then....."
He didn't complete his words Devika started dancing. She doesn't know about dancing that much. But
she is trying.
Her face and whole body is now red and bruised because of his slapping and beating. With limping
legs, she walked towards him and touched him with her hands and brushed her whole body with him.
She is feeling disgusted towards everything, even herself. She can't believe how her life has changed.
She is feeling like a slut who is trying to seduce a man. Her dignity and self-respect are nowhere to be
found. She has to act like an actual slut and that's what Abhinav want.
On the other hand, seeing Devika's almost naked body Abhinav's inner beast is screaming to come
out. But he is composing himself for the right time. Devika is now in his lap and brushing her breasts on
his shoulder. He smirked and holds her hair and said," From today you are my personal slut who will
arouse me with your slutty dance. This is your identity. I will make you a slut which this society made
my mother once"
Saying that he holds Devika's hair again and pushed her to the bed. Her dress wasn't any dress. It's
just like covering her most intimate parts. He removed those and also removed his clothes. Without any
warning, he entered into her and started fulfilling his desire.
Devika's eyes are fluttering. She is on the verge of fainting. Because of pain, she couldn't feel her body
anymore. But, she didn't understand why he dragged his mother here. She tried to say," your
mother....what...."
And that's it. She fainted. But, Abhinav is in too much pleasure. He didn't care if she is conscious or
unconscious. He is fulfilling his inner desires by using her unconscious body.
Bhabani Gupta's p.o.v
I am trying to sleep but I couldn't sleep. I am only thinking about how can I take back my company. It's
the last thing which he left for me before dying.
And that Agnihotri is now becoming a pain in my ass. I have already given Devika as his demand. But
still, he is messing with my company's every field. I am now chairman of this company just in names. I
have to take back my company.
But I am confused about one thing that why this Agnihotri is behind me like a mad dog. He has more
companies, hotels, restaurants and even some private islands also. He is the richest businessman in
this whole country. Still, he is after my small company. What's his intention!!
Moreover, his face looks familiar. Like I have seen them somewhere. I don't know where. His face
match with someone. Someone from the past. But whom...I can't remember. I have to think hard to
remember. He is after me for some motives. I have to find out about his motive very soon. And have to
plan something to gain back my company's full ownership. I can do anything for this company.
Author's p.o.v
After raping unconscious Devika for almost 8 times Abhinav is now satisfied. He said like a creep
groping her unconscious body," Your body is really addictive and beautiful. I am very happy about one
thing that I am the only one who can touch you and fuck you."
Saying that he threw her unconscious body on the floor and left the room.
He walked towards his mother's room and entered there. His mother's photo is shining in yellow lights.
Abhinav trailed his fingers on her face and said, " Ma, I have made her like a slut which this society
made you once. I still remember, for our sake how you had to dance in front of those hungry animals.
And that all happened only because of that Bhabani and that bastard.
I am making her daughter's life hell. After using her daughter I will throw her out of my life and then that
bitch will understand how it feels when someone's husband rejects her in front of the whole society.
Bhabani will see the worst fate of her daughter and only then she will understand how you felt that time.
I promise you ma I will avenge you. I will give you Justice. Just wait for some days".
Saying that Abhinav rested his head on his mother's photo and closed his eyes. Few drops of tear
escaped from his eyes soaking the photo. He is standing there like he is in heaven.
But, he doesn't know this game of revenge will create another emotion in his heart very soon.