Forbidden Desire

She goes to the bedroom, and I follow her. She grabs her suitcases, and within a few hours, she finally leaves my house. I return to the room, and her words haunt me. I think about everything we’ve lived through these last years of marriage, and I couldn’t believe that I was the only one who had fallen in love. I loved alone, and I loved deeply. I loved so much that I turned a blind eye to everything she did. Deep down, I always suspected, but I didn’t want to believe it. I sit on the floor, letting tears take over me. She really hates me, and now an inexplicable emptiness hits me as I realize she’s really gone. I didn’t know if I cried for love, sadness, or hatred, but when I realized it, I was crying and breaking everything I found in the room, anything that reminded me of her, anything that brought to mind any of the moments we lived. When I had almost broken the entire room, I looked around, feeling exhaustion taking over me. I ran my hand through my head, and it seems like my realization finally sinks in. My marriage is over.

After I don’t know how long on that floor, I decide to take a shower, hoping it would wash away all my suffering, but nothing seemed to alleviate this pain. I put on a dark blue silk pajama pants, wear a robe of the same color and fabric, leaving it open. I go to Jane’s room, but before entering, I give up. I go to the office and pour myself a glass of whiskey, then I go to a chair near the side of my desk and collapse onto it. Some tears trickle down my face, but not as frequently; they seemed to be drying up, and I felt numb. I sit there in the dark with only the moonlight coming through the windows near the ceiling. After some time, I hear a timid knock on the door, and I see Jane standing there. She’s wearing a black silk robe, and I wonder what she’s wearing underneath. Her voice fills the room, and I just wanted to scream for her to get out of here as quickly as possible before I ended up taking out all my frustration on her.

“Are you okay?”

I give a mocking laugh, and a tear rolls down my face.

“No.”

I say mockingly, and I notice the concern in her beautiful brown eyes. She approaches and sits on the table in front of me. I admire her legs, and I just wanted to see them open for me.

“Jane, you’d better leave.”

I say as I fight against myself. I take a generous sip of my drink, but I can’t take my eyes off her.

“Don’t you want to talk?”

“I want to do many things with you, but talking isn’t one of them.”

I say, noticing that she is affected as she presses her thighs together, driving me crazy with desire. I was emotionally destroyed, and I just wanted to feel her inside me, just wanted to taste everything she had to give me in search of some consolation.

“You shouldn’t drink. I could make you a chamomile tea.”

She seems worried, but at that moment, I didn’t want to think about feelings. I just wanted to fuck her on this table. I give a mocking smile and take another sip of my drink.

“I really need a tea, but it’s not chamomile.”

I know she understood because she bites her lips but pretends not to have understood and teases me.

“Lemon balm then?”

“It’s better for you to get out of here before I lose control.”Text property © Nôvel(D)ra/ma.Org.

“But…”

“Get out of here, Jane.”

I say as I throw my head back trying to keep control. She gets off the table and walks to the door.

“If you need anything, call me.”

“Unless it’s a blowjob, I don’t need anything.”

She stops when she hears me say that. I can’t see her reaction, but I notice her breath getting heavy, and I end up smiling, realizing how easily I could affect her. I thought she would run out of here when she heard me say that, but I was surprised when she turned the key in the lock, locking the door and turned to look at me. Her eyes were filled with desire, and I find myself observing all her curves as she walks towards me slowly without diverting her gaze for a second. Just that look was enough to drive me crazy with desire, and when I saw her kneeling in front of me, I could hardly believe it. She left her hands on her thighs like a perfect submissive, but that look was anything but submissive.

She seemed to want to devour me, and that only made me crazier. I approached her, pulling her face to mine and devoured her plump lips. I saw all my desire reflected in hers. I pulled away, admiring her, and slid one of my hands to the back of her neck, intertwining my fingers in her hair. With the other hand, I undid the lace of my pants. I took out my hard member, and I could see her desire-filled gaze. She tried to approach, but I pulled her hair, bringing her lips to mine before forcing her head against my erection. When I felt her lips around my cock, I deliriously exclaimed. It was much better then I imagined. She swallowed me effortlessly, and I slid into her warm mouth, feeling her tongue massage my shaft, and I let out a loud moan.

“Damn, what a hot mouth!”

Her eyes watered as I reached her throat, making her choke a few times. She applied pressure with her lips around my cock, and I was delirious. She did all this without averting her gaze from me for a single minute, and that was so sexy. I used both hands to force her mouth onto my cock, and I was fucking her mouth deliciously. Although she choked a few times, she managed to swallow everything eagerly. She was so sexy with her flushed face, reddened lips, and teary eyes that I was almost cumming just by looking at her. I used my two hands to force her head onto my cock, and I was fucking her mouth in a delightful way. Despite her choking a few times, she managed to swallow everything eagerly. She was so sexy with her flushed face, reddened lips, and teary eyes that I was almost cumming just by looking at her. I felt her wet mouth swallow me once again, and I let out a loud moan as I came, initially she was startled, but I forced her head, and she swallowed everything. I felt all the muscles in my body relax, and I leaned my head back, feeling light.

“Good girl!”

I caressed her face, and when I looked back at her, I saw that she was trying to wipe the corners of her mouth, and she was so sexy with her tousled hair that I didn’t think twice before standing up, grabbing her, and giving her a push so she climbs onto the desk in my office. I kissed her neck and began to take off the robe covering her body while standing between her legs. I felt her hesitate, and she placed her hands on mine in an attempt to stop me. I stared at her seriously, and I noticed her body tremble.

“Jason, wait, I…”

“Don’t deny me. Ever!”

My tone of voice was firm, and she trembled. I took off the robe she was wearing, revealing the black silk nightgown underneath it. I slid it down her body, leaving her only in panties, and I slid it down her body, leaving her only in panties. I devoured her lips, moving my kisses down her neck, leaving hickies along the way to her breasts.

“Jason!”

She moaned softly, and I was already hard wanting to be inside her. I sucked her breasts eagerly while rubbing my member against her soaked intimacy, even covered by the thin fabric of her panties, I could tell she was drenched. She moaned deliciously, making me harder, and I teased her breasts until I grew tired, feeling her moans get louder and louder. I couldn’t postpone it anymore, so I took my hands to her panties, ripping them off, and I noticed she was startled. I positioned myself between her legs, rubbing my cock against her wet entrance, and I could hardly believe how turned on she was. She was so wet that feeling wasn’t enough, so I lifted her legs, exposing her completely to me, and I could see her desire dripping.

“Damn, you’re delicious!”

I positioned myself at her entrance, and she recoiled, letting out a painful groan. I felt she was very wet, but she was so tight that I couldn’t get in. She seemed to be in pain and dug her nails into my back, trying to release what she was feeling. No matter how hard I tried to get inside her, I couldn’t feel any entry, it seemed that not even a needle would pass because it was so tight, so I forced even more, and she squirmed.

I couldn’t understand why it was so hard, but I confess that the way she squirmed drove me crazy. I started to push a little harder, and finally, I managed to pass through her barrier, slowly feeling my cock being swallowed by that wet pussy, and I could hardly believe when I was finally all inside her. She moaned loudly and scratched my back; I started to move, and she complained.

“Love, slow down, please.”

I moved away a little to look at her, and I noticed her eyes were watering; I moved inside her, and she let out a moan. She pouted very cutely, and I could tell she was in pain, so I started kissing her. Gradually, I felt her relax, and I started moving inside her again. I almost completely pulled out of her and entered again, hitting the depths of her intimacy.

“Damn, what a delicious pussy…”

I raved feeling her inside me, I started going deeper and gradually noticed her moans turning into screams of pleasure.

“Awnnnn, that’s it! Like that, Jason!”

I started going faster, and I could see her breasts shaking as my hips undulated, hitting against hers, I had never been with a woman so tight before, and everything about her drove me crazy to the point that I had to control myself not to cum.

“Awnnn, don’t stop, love!”

I gave her everything I had, reaching the bottom of her intimacy, and she clung to me, holding me with her legs and pulling me towards her, making me deliriously pleasure. Her heavy breathing on my neck drove me crazy, and I felt her squeezing me more and more; I started to fuck her harder, feeling her honey running down my legs, I had never had such a hot and juicy woman as her, and at that moment, I realized that I ran the risk of getting addicted to her.

“Awnnn, Jason, I’m going to, I’m going to…”

“That’s it! Cum for me!”

As soon as I finished the sentence, I felt her squeezing me tightly, her whole body trembling as her moans got louder and louder, and I continued my movements until she came apart around me, making me cum too.

“Damn, Jane, that’s delicious!”

I poured myself inside her, and I think I had never felt so satisfied before. I rested my head on her neck as I felt my legs go weak.

“You’re so hot, girl!”

I looked at her, who was still with her eyes closed trying to recover, and finally, I got out of her, feeling her having some spasms due to sensitivity. I was going to sit in the chair, but when I looked at my cock, I saw that it was covered in blood, and I got scared. I looked at her frightened, and finally, I realized.

‘You were virgin?”

My voice came out a little louder than I intended, but the truth is I didn’t even imagine that, so I was horrified to have done that to her this way. She stared at me, scared, until she got off the table without being able to look at me or answer me. She picked up her clothes from the floor and left through the door, leaving me completely static. Damn, what the hell did I do? She was a virgin.